I think one of the reasons my ex left me was because of my attitude towards god.

I went to Catholic Primary and Secondary schools in Hong Kong, but I am a Christian. (At least I think so)
They say you can go to heaven if you accept Jesus as your savior and that he died for your sin.
I think I do believe that's true.

My Aunt used to take me to church when I was little, but I was bored by the same weekly routine and recurring bible stories they tell us. Eventually I just stopped going to church.

I met her when I was in F4, she took me back to church when I was in F5, but I was never serious about the whole church thing.
She started become so religious a year or two after we were together.
I believe in god, but I never really have the urge to seek god like going to church every Sunday.

It has been 3 years after we broke up, we are still friends, we seldom talk and now she is like what you would say.
"She 將大部分時間放係信仰上面, her 生活並不能離開信仰~!"
“She devoted most of her time on religion, and she can’t live her life without religion.”

I never really go to church every Sunday until I joined the Army and went to Basic Training, but the reason being was to gain some extra sleep and get away from the rigorous everyday training environment.

Coming back from another training the passed summer and I had already missed 4 weeks of school.
I have to wait till next quarter to start school again. So I got some free time at home doing nothing.(You can tell if you didn't close this window and still reading this note.)

The time being alone, I feel like I am missing something.
Maybe is time to seek god again? But I never really gotten anything from it before, so why start now?
 I don't know what I am missing, maybe I will start going to church again someday.

We seldom talk now, but we are still friends.
She is one of the few religious friends I have, and I don't understand how religious people think.
I wonder what drives people into religion, to an extend that made them say
 "我將大部分時間放係信仰上面, 我既生活並不能離開信仰!"

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